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between today and yesterday I have lost one follower, r.i.p. whomever you were i hope you're alright. also this means that my main has 309 more followers than @audreys-silly-reblogs instead of 310, which sucks. oh yeah how the fuck do I have over 300 more followers on my main than on the blog I reblog most things to. or at least try to. I'm not very good at reblogging to my sideblog for reblogs. fuck having an aesthetic I fucking change it too often anyway. may or may not stop using @audreys-silly-reblogs sometime. we'll see. go follow it in the meantime if you want to see things I like slightly less than the stuff I reblog to here.
#audrambles#also how'd i get over 300 fucjing followers on my main anyway#let's see umm#I've made a FEW banger posts i guess?#like the one that staffs secret blog reblogged#idfk#im very glad that people somewhat like me#never expected this many followers#i dont even really post that much#also excuse my poor wording; i am currently at that time of day (8 am) where i am simultaneously morning-sleepy and also on my meds#not a good combo as both things fuck witj my ability to form good sentences
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my first attempt at digital art (never again🥲) for mctober💘
Eloise Babbit✨
slytherin
5th year
favorite subjects: arithmancy & ancient runes
least favorite subject: beasts (animals make her nervous🥲)
hobbies: reading & thinking (IT’S A HOBBY OKAY??)
#if u read my fic maybe u know why animals make her nervous🥲#also…if you are the angel who left me an essay comment on my last chapter today just know I love you🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#when I started posting my fic in January I NEVER EXPECTED PEOPLE TO READ IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!😳 but it makes me so happy#that so many people do🥹🫶 I know it’s a crazy story and doesn’t follow the game at all#so to hear these things and to catch all of the little foreshadowing things I’ve been hinting at this whole time?????????#😳💘#anyways I’m still a digital art disliker (I like seeing it but not making it)#but I wanted to try it out and this is my art documentation blog🫶#im going to be WAY less active these days as well#SO IF I MISS THINGS (WHICH I WILL) PLEASE KNOW I AM SAD I MISSED THEM😔😔😔😔#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#mctober2024#also with mctober I will post drawinfs but nothing elaborate like the amazing ones I’ve already seen#hope you like these anyways🙏💓
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One day I’ll go through med school and then I’ll go through residency and then I’ll go through a fellowship and then I’ll be the most crybaby neurosurgeon you could think of. Bursting into tears if I so much as graze ur hypothalamus with my forceps
#Yesterday I shadowed a neurologist for the first time and basically we got done seeing a patient who’s also a heart surgeon#And I turned to the doctor and was like Ok what do we do#The thing is this patient has dementia and we don’t really have a cure for that yet so the study he’s enrolling in is largely observational#Still I expected her to follow up on him in much more frequent increments#Instead this woman goes “we’ll see him in 6-9 months but… not even sure if he’ll be here by then sooo”#Basically implying he might be dead in a year#AND I WAS LIKE. Blown away by how blase she was#And ever since then a fiendish sort of melancholy followed me everywhere I went .#Bc I haven’t stopped thinking about the heart surgeon#I don’t get how she can stop thinking about him#I don’t understand people who can stop thinking about something like that#I know neurologists like her have seen patients come and go many a time but I was disturbed#So I made a pact w myself never to lose my humanity. Half of why I’m so into medicine is bc of its humane aspects#And in 10 years I’ll look back at this and hopefully still be just as annoyingly sensitive as I am today#I think I’m just overall disillusioned w how little humanity some people seem to have but that doesn’t mean I have to be that way too#p
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might start working on another sim dump for my next follower milestone 🫶🏻
#10k is approaching a lot faster than I was expecting which is crazy#I never thought I’d ever have that many followers on here#so I wanna do something special ❤️#non sims
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"likes don't do anything" they do
"there's no algorithm" there is
"well nobody uses the for you tab" I do
"reblog all art and fics you see" there's no thought put into that. if this does work on people, then it's just pity engagement borne out of guilt rather than genuine interest, which is arguably worse than having none, because it's totally hollow.
#if I make art of my ocs who I'm personally fond of and spent a few days drawing just right and it gets 3 reblogs then it gets 3 reblogs#it's rational to feel a little disappointed sure. but I can't do anything about that. it's just luck#and I got Very lucky accumulating a few thousand followers on my main-turned-art-only blog off the back of when m.oomin was very popular#(tho realistically many of those users are probably inactive/passive followers now)#and having this number of people tuned into my posts Still only gets me a couple dozen notes on original stuff.#every 3 years or so something might blow up. like that bugs bunny comic lol. and I did Not expect it to#especially bc it happened about a year after I shared it as well.#it can happen any time. so don't feel discouraged when your art doesn't get noticed right away#the one advantage this website has is that there's far less of a fomo culture compared to other socials where trends come and go in a week#and people will still interact with older posts. especially bc it's easier to find what you want through the tagging system. sort of.#there's really no way to predict this or aim for large engagement! oh unless you're specifically catering to the current hot topic#like d.unmeshi is wiiiildly popular right now. I've seen comics get 5-digit notes in under 48 hours 'cause more eyes are on it.#but if it's not something you personally like and you're only creating things for the attention then you're gonna be unhappy#and people will inevitably move on.#I'd much rather swing my art back around every few months or so until it finds someone it resonates with#than make people who were never planning to engage with it feel bad for no reason
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Hey everything is getting so crazy and infuriating so I'm making a lot of posts about gentile antisemitism and I just wanted to say that to my like 5 or 6 gentile followers who actually reblog this stuff despite the inevitable backlash and ostracization that comes with being associated with Jews nowadays, I see it and I really really really REALLY appreciate it. Beyond what I can really articulate.
#Sorry this is dramatic but I'm emotional#Seeing literal honest to god porgroms getting justified in the mainstream narrative or just politely ignored#I think it's becoming clearer and clearer why there were so few righteous among nations during the Holocaust#And it's becoming clear who's actually willing to stick to their principles and stick their necks out about it when it means actually#Going against the social approval of one's peers#Sometimes I wonder why I still have so many followers after I shifted from a Fandom blog to 100% only talking about antisemitism#Bc I would have expected to lose most of my followers. Esp because it's not like anything I post or reblog gets almost any interaction#From my gentile followers. It's just jews and those 5 or 6 gentiles.#Yet I haven't lost thousands of followers. I've actually gained. And anything I reblog that's NOT about antisemitism gets like 30 notes imm#From random people who haven't interacted with anything else in a year. And I'm like.?? Why are you guys still here?#Don't you see that all I post about anymore is antisemitism? If you're not gonna care why not unfollow or block me?#I try to think maybe it's because some people want to hear about this and actually do see what's happening and the crazy antisemitism that'#Become normal. But they're scared of getting ostracized so they don't reblog but also dont unfollow. They never interact they just lurk#Maybe? I can hope. But either way. Those people if they exist when it comes down to it aren't willing to actually stick their necks out#So for the handful of gentiles that are. Yeah I definitely notice. Thank you.
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in my jason feels again….
#he’s like. the epitome of a hidden tragedy to me#especially with the way part of the fandom hates/hated him#idk maybe it’s cause i can just relate to his general vibe#just how he was the rule follower. perfect in every way he could be#and yet. and yet. he failed#he was always less than percy from the moment they met to everyone else#percy who has never once followed the rules but also came out on top of jason#how he was always criticized as boring or a moral less leader#but when did he have the opportunity to learn not to be? at the roman camp since 2?????#all the expectations placed on him as jupiters son that in the end he could never hope to achieve#these thoughts are probably disjumbldd and bad but yea. jason feels are so happening rn#pjo#hoo#pjo/hoo#jason grace#coming back to this cause i forgot to add my most important thought#the fact that so many readers hated him from the very beginning because he was not percy#it’s just. so devastating
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btw I've changed url and avatar, I hope this isn't too confusing - one of my followers of many years has recently started using a very similar url/pfp to my usual one & is posting in very similar fandoms, and I was getting confused, especially when reblogging their awesome content! I know thylaa has been my url for a long time and on several platforms so again, I hope it's not too confusing for everyone.
#posting because I am already losing a disproportionate amount of followers when I post which I assume is people being like ? who dis#I didn't have cool urls saved bc frankly I never expected to move but. this will do#kira for ts#yes I tried to get that url repeatedly for many years but I wasn't quick enough when it did become available. que sera sera#hopefully one day I can return to thylaa at least. but well heat death of the universe mankind and tumblr. there are more important things.
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Okay maybe it’s my frontal lobe developing on speed run rn but a lot of English speaking subbed anime fans are saying some ableist ass shit when talking about how much they hate dubbed anime
#cuz every time I see a dub clip on insta many of the first comments I see are about how it sucks and Japanese is better#and this usually gets followed by ‘you need to go back to kindergarten to learn how to read’ like excuse me????#many of us can read just fine but watching subbed anime can be difficult#so just fuck the blind weebs huh? fuck the blind weebs? fuck the weebs with bad vision. fuck the dyslexic weebs#and just fuck the weebs who can’t even fucking see the subtitles because so much anime that’s popular had a lot of white/bright colours#and half the time these subs don’t have a thick enough boarder to stop the words from getting blurred#and that’s just the people with vision issues and dyslexia. some people just like to watch things in a language they understand#some people got attention issues and will watch anime while doing something else at the same time#sometimes I’ll even see some drop the r slur like damn bro#like fuck off and let my blind ass enjoy anime in peace cuz dub fans never act like this#we used to be a proper society that used yellow subtitles and now we have these fuck ass white ones#like how do you expect me to watch my happy marriage or mha subbed when I can’t even see the subs that pop up in h the dub????#cuz after an episode or two of subs my eyes and head start to hurt but this only happens with the white subs#give me yellow coloured subs and I can see so easily and have a swell time watching sub#cuz rn I’m in the middle of watching demon prince enma on tubi and I’m having a swell time having such visible subtitles#and honestly they should bring yellow subs back or add that sexy semi transparent grey box to put the subs in#cuz I don’t only have a hard time seeing subs for anime. I have a hard time with kdramas too#so I barely watch the popular ones that people recommend which are mostly in a current timeline#I can only see subs in these dramas when it’s for a historic drama and that’s cuz they’re very colourful compared to ones set in workplace
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Ahhh ok see now this makes sense. So those biased against writers who don't read aren't only mad cause you are insulting the art in itself, they are also mad because they think that means you refuse to support other writers but expect massive support in return. Well personally, even when I was in the community, I was trying to support writers who had stories I liked. I was pushing myself cause their stories were interesting to me AND because i wanted to return the support. I did the support for support thing too in my first run and frankly that gave me a few readers too besides followers, but when I focused more on following stories I actually enjoyed on my second run, I got no new readers. Followers don't necessarily mean people will read your story unfortunately.
But that experiment aside, just liking and reblogging stuff but know nth about your work when they are asked about it shows me most people support back only to return the favor. And this is a big reason I got tired of trying and putting so much energy into this. Cause sure we can talk about our wips all day, but it saddens me when I take my time to remember parts of your story or your chars and you don't remember shit from mine so, at the end of the day, my being tired of trying to read more when I am personally not into reading just in order to belong and people to give a chance to my work doesn't look selfish at all to me.
To this day people still buy books of people they never met or talked to, so I aspire to be this type of author that got readers because they liked my story, not because they knew me in person or because they wished to return the favor for the times I supported them. I want to be judged based on what I write, not whether or not I support someone back enough for them to give me a chance.
#and same applies for vtubing#i actually started getting subs when I stopped trying to make friends in the community#and focused on just making my videos#and that attracted some people who didn't expect sth in return they just liked what i offered#honestly i never become a fan of any type of artist expecting sth in return#so it baffles me when indies in aaany field have to do that now to rise to the top#sure you can say yeah but you were disappointed when most people you supported in the community didn't remember shit from your stuff#well yeah cause if that's how people do stuff in the community i feel like an idiot putting effort and never expecting anything back#instead of focusing on finishing my stuff and check others' work at my leisure#there are many people i followed and still do without caring if they help me back#and that's because i genuinely like their work
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i posted what i thought was just going to be a little silly funny tiktok thinking it was only going to get a couple hundred views like every other video ive ever posted but it currently has 670k views and counting and any time i go on the app, even if i only leave for a few seconds, i will have 99+ notifications again. this is a bad day to not be making money from tiktok, cuz i wouldve made a couple hundred by now.
#tiktok#randomly viral#help#i get too many notifications#the video was fnaf related#i posted the image on here before i did on tiktok#i now have over 400 followers on tiktok#theyre all going to be expecting fnaf content now but i literally have a batim pfp and never post about fnaf or batim really
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"I spent most of my life trying to do the right thing and live up to expectations, but it turned out I was being used to cause harm. I just don't want to be used anymore."
Tony 🤝 Steve
^how CA:CW could have ended if they'd had even one (1) empathetic conversation
#steve joined the army and ran missions to try to help the world & fit his country's expectations#turns out his govt was run by the same people he thought he was fighting against#tony built weapons to try to protect people & fit what was expected by his dad's legacy#turns out the guy running his dad's company was selling those weapons to terrorists#of COURSE steve wouldn't want to let another murky agency decide where he should go and what he should do#how many of his missions were at hydra's bidding? how many times did they use his strength for their agenda?#of COURSE tony would want the avengers to be accountable to the people of the world#he thought he'd learned from his mistakes when he stopped making SI weapons and started making them for the avengers#but how many times have the avengers used his weapons to cause reckless and unforgiveable harm?#how many people have died because he blindly trusted someone close to him with weapons and never followed up?#thoughts#tony stark#steve rogers#the true villain of ca:cw emerges#to the tune of agatha all along: It's Been Toxic Masculinity And Trust Issues All Along#this is no queue i am sneaking online at ass o'clock in the morning because these thoughts would not let me rest#needed to inflict them on others#peace ✌️
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Okay but this show set up so many Chekhov's guns only to then blow it's entire legs off with them
#house md#indi's night talk#just#a lot of wasted potential#the guy who took them hostage could've been set up earlier#or better yet come in later in the show after we've seen house treat the patient#(not really one but it could've been)#those nazis that threatened him in prison really didn't have the balls to follow through on that huh#is it too breaking bad of me to have expected that?#Wilson fucking PROPOSED#and House never ANSWERED#it was an absolutely PHENOMENAL setup for an emotional scene later and for him to fucking say YES!!!#so many things just never get mentioned again after getting their 5 minutes of spotlight
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also i have been watching charlie’s qsmp vods because i said if condi got on i would watch it and i’m not a coward or a liar (even if he’s not actually in smh) and i have to ask guys what the fuck is the federation
#mouse mumbles#qsmp#i keep seeing shit about like federation workers??? and a thing called cucurucho????#i have seen MANY fanarts with baghera that imply she was experimented on as a child which is funky but like WHAT#also one or two of cellbit hooked up to an iv. again very cool but what#im only fully watching charlie’s pov so i fully expect to never fully understand it bfjdhsjdk but i do like Knowing things#and so i turn to my 75 tumble followers who did not follow me for qsmp and whoever sees this in the tag
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OMG WITHOUT GIVING AWAY ANY SPOILERS WHAT HAS BEEN YOUR FAVORITE PART ABOUT DOING PIP IN TIME? 😁😄😃😀
This project has been so much fun, from designing the layouts, figuring out juicy plot points and weaving them into a bigger narrative or just indulging in my wittebane brain rot but thinking about characterization makes me absolutely feral (actual discord message shared above). The show only gives us snippets of who Phillip and Caleb were at this age so there's a lot of room to decide what makes them tick and lead them down the canon path they ended up on. What makes people the way they are, what makes them change, mind games, poor communication, how siblings influence each other and how new environments can enforce or modify thought patterns, how they'd react to the unexpected and why. And it's not like i really overthink every scene like this but when it comes together it's just so satisfying. I may not always be the best at conveying what I have in mind, and it took me a minute (all of chapter 1) to figure out what i wanted to do with Caleb, but thinking about character is the best.
#toh pit au#pit au ask#answered ask#the response has also been so cool#i keep expecting it to fall off#i got 500 new followers in the past 3 months#after blocking the obvious bots#thats so many#who are you people#should i be doing something#like monitizing#i've never had a following#how does this work#im just gonna think of my silly lil bois#who dont know how to communicate their feelings
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ thank u so much for 300 followers! 🫶🏼💗 ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
#im so so happy!!! ♡🥺💕#i never expected sooo many followers when i started this blog :')♡#tysm!!! ♡💓#mwah mwah mwah ♡#ily! ( ੭ ˘ ³˘)੭°｡⋆♡‧₊˚#300 followers ♡#milestones ♡#moots ♡
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